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Jun. 7th, 2011 02:44 pm[Rin has not taken her first death well. When she first got to Mayfield, someone told her that she should kill herself, to accustom herself to pain. She had ignored this advice - after all, she got her robot body back! There was no reason to feel true pain, only the amount of pain necessary to deter from danger. A human's pain was unimaginable to her. But the little taste she got was enough to shake her up.
And then, every time she picked up the phone, she heard some person or other, preaching about how anyone who participated was so bad, and so horrible. For some masochistic reason, she listened to these calls. And Rin had every intent to be one of those persons, if she hadn't died. If she hadn't died, would she be regarded as a terrible person? That pisses her off. She feels like crap. She can't take it any more, and she's ready to throw a tantrum. So she does.]
[phone]
Is everyone done nagging yet? ♪ I'm getting really damn sick of it. You know what, I didn't kill anyone, and apparently you can see that for yourself somewhere so that proves it. But even if I did, you can take your judging attitudes and shove them up your asses for all I care. I bet most of you have even done the exact same thing in the past. Some way or some how, you fell for it. That's why you're so sensitive about it now! But if you act high and mighty about it, you're just being an ass. A huge ass.
They promised me I'd be together with my twin. It's not wrong for me to want to be with my other half. You got that?
....And whatever your wishes were, I know this is one that they could have actually granted! And they probably would have been more than happy to! More citizens, right? Or maybe they really did want to get rid of people, and they could have sent me home after I played their game. That would have been great! I deserve the chance to get out! But the most important thing is just being with Len! And now it's your fault that I don't get to. Especially the guy who killed me. ♪ GOOD JOB. ♪
Hate everything.
[She starts to sob, but slams down the phone before that embarrassing noise can finish.
But ... She doesn't want Ryuuga to see her cry either. So after that, she storms out of the house and gets in her newly-regained yellow road roller to drive off into the distance.]
[Action 1]
[Rin is driving aimlessly in the road roller. She isn't swerving around with road rage or anything, but neither will she stop it if someone walks in front of her. Maybe crushing someone like a bug will relieve some stress. It's one of those days.]
[Action 2]
[Rin's finally stopped at the top of Makeout Point, and having climbed onto the roof of the road roller, looks down on the town. When she thinks she's alone, she gets the urge to sing a song that matches the mood of this entire mess.]
( Antichlorobenzene: sin-cleansing type brainwashing song )
[...After she's done, she shifts into a sitting position on the roller after she's done, letting her legs dangle and watching the sky instead of the town. There's a lot to think about.]
And then, every time she picked up the phone, she heard some person or other, preaching about how anyone who participated was so bad, and so horrible. For some masochistic reason, she listened to these calls. And Rin had every intent to be one of those persons, if she hadn't died. If she hadn't died, would she be regarded as a terrible person? That pisses her off. She feels like crap. She can't take it any more, and she's ready to throw a tantrum. So she does.]
[phone]
Is everyone done nagging yet? ♪ I'm getting really damn sick of it. You know what, I didn't kill anyone, and apparently you can see that for yourself somewhere so that proves it. But even if I did, you can take your judging attitudes and shove them up your asses for all I care. I bet most of you have even done the exact same thing in the past. Some way or some how, you fell for it. That's why you're so sensitive about it now! But if you act high and mighty about it, you're just being an ass. A huge ass.
They promised me I'd be together with my twin. It's not wrong for me to want to be with my other half. You got that?
....And whatever your wishes were, I know this is one that they could have actually granted! And they probably would have been more than happy to! More citizens, right? Or maybe they really did want to get rid of people, and they could have sent me home after I played their game. That would have been great! I deserve the chance to get out! But the most important thing is just being with Len! And now it's your fault that I don't get to. Especially the guy who killed me. ♪ GOOD JOB. ♪
Hate everything.
[She starts to sob, but slams down the phone before that embarrassing noise can finish.
But ... She doesn't want Ryuuga to see her cry either. So after that, she storms out of the house and gets in her newly-regained yellow road roller to drive off into the distance.]
[Action 1]
[Rin is driving aimlessly in the road roller. She isn't swerving around with road rage or anything, but neither will she stop it if someone walks in front of her. Maybe crushing someone like a bug will relieve some stress. It's one of those days.]
[Action 2]
[Rin's finally stopped at the top of Makeout Point, and having climbed onto the roof of the road roller, looks down on the town. When she thinks she's alone, she gets the urge to sing a song that matches the mood of this entire mess.]
( Antichlorobenzene: sin-cleansing type brainwashing song )[...After she's done, she shifts into a sitting position on the roller after she's done, letting her legs dangle and watching the sky instead of the town. There's a lot to think about.]
