[even though he doesn't know the full extent of Rin's sorrow, he still firmly believes that. sometimes you just can't help but feel like this. the brain is weird like that. he's stopped trying to understand because, sooner or later, people always seem to give up on life for one reason or another. it's awful, but it doesn't have to be permanent.]
...It's hard. Things break. Sometimes it feels impossible to put them back together.
If I wanted you to fall, I would've just let it happen when I had the chance. [he thinks back to the first time he met her in the Dairy, not knowing a thing about her then and not knowing a thing about her now, but that doesn't change the inevitable outcome.] But I didn't. And I still don't want to, so...
[he takes a deep breath, trying to stay calm.]
Please don't. I caught you before. I can do it again, if you let me.
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[even though he doesn't know the full extent of Rin's sorrow, he still firmly believes that. sometimes you just can't help but feel like this. the brain is weird like that. he's stopped trying to understand because, sooner or later, people always seem to give up on life for one reason or another. it's awful, but it doesn't have to be permanent.]
...It's hard. Things break. Sometimes it feels impossible to put them back together.
If I wanted you to fall, I would've just let it happen when I had the chance. [he thinks back to the first time he met her in the Dairy, not knowing a thing about her then and not knowing a thing about her now, but that doesn't change the inevitable outcome.] But I didn't. And I still don't want to, so...
[he takes a deep breath, trying to stay calm.]
Please don't. I caught you before. I can do it again, if you let me.